I'm posting in my journal!!!!

[violaangel0316]

the retreat was awesome!!!! i was soooooooooooooo nerveous about giving my talk....that was one of the hardest things i had to do the whole weekend. the only person who knew about my talk (before the retreat) was the love of my life...EVAN =) and the team that was there at the team retreat those are all the people who knew about it. so it was hard for me to go up and say what my talk was about. it was really hard to do for me....but i did it!! i was thinking about not saying it but i did. so YAY for me!! the other hard thing was coming out. i was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo close to not coming out. i was like if i dont come out then zack is the only angel!! i was not going to come out for the other angels...i know that not all of them wanted to come out....so to think about it...i could have been doing a service to the other angels. (but not to zack...sorry)but i came out.

Pink Angel- Zack Murray-Head Angel
Orange Angel- Kim Morrison (ME =P)
Maroon Angel- John Allen Ligon
Yellow Angel- Kathy Taylor
Blue Angel- Stephaine DeMoor
Lavender Angel- Alex Milhomens(Sp I think)
Hot Pink Angel- Jon S
Light Blue Angel- Celeste Ramirez
Red Angel- Julia Aluyen
Hunter Green- Jon Escamilla
Rose Angel- Rebekah Plumlee
Purple Angel- Alex Moreno

that was hard to. come to think of it...the retreat was hard. but i got it done!!!! then the GAs came out and i cried....i cried really loud!!!!

GA's
Beth Villarreal (round 2)
Carlo Escamilla
Aaron Davala
Jose Valdez
Mrs. Ligon
Mrs. Plumlee

the retreat was great!!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!!! hopefully i'll see some of you on friday at the stations of the cross!!

Believe Me Now--Steven Curtis Chapman

I watch you looking out
Across the raging water
So sure your only hope
Lies on the other side
You hear the enemy
That's closing in around you
And I know that you don't have the strength to fight
But do you have the faith to stand and...
Believe Me now, believe Me here
Remember all the times I've told you loud and clear
I am with you and I am for you
So believe Me now, believe Me now
I am the One who waved my hand
And split the ocean
I am the One who spoke the words
And raised the dead
And I've loved you long before
I set the world in motion
I know all the fears you're feeling now
But do you remember who I am?
Do you...
Believe Me now, believe Me here
Remember all the times I've told you loud and clear
I am with you and I am for you
So believe Me now, believe Me now
So believe Me now, Believe it's true
I never have, I never will abondon you
And the God that I have always been
I will forever be
So believe Me now
I am the God who never wastes a single hurt that you endure
My words are true and all My promises are sure
So believe Me now
Oh, believe Me now

I LOVE YOU and I AM WITH YOU!!!!!!