just another day of pain and suffering
so school is good (nothing big is going on with that)
ever since the christmas break i have been my sad depressed self. and i cant help but wonder if my fate is to be sad a majority of the time. i have gotten used to the crying myself to sleep and the crying at any part of the day. i have come to except that i am weak and nothing (most likely...i can think of one)can change that. i cant help but think that i should get used to physical and emotional pain.....maybe it is how i am supposed to live...either that or i need to distance myself from the things that hurt me (i would almost be alone). well, i dont feel like going on about the darkness of me so i'm gonna call it a night
ever since the christmas break i have been my sad depressed self. and i cant help but wonder if my fate is to be sad a majority of the time. i have gotten used to the crying myself to sleep and the crying at any part of the day. i have come to except that i am weak and nothing (most likely...i can think of one)can change that. i cant help but think that i should get used to physical and emotional pain.....maybe it is how i am supposed to live...either that or i need to distance myself from the things that hurt me (i would almost be alone). well, i dont feel like going on about the darkness of me so i'm gonna call it a night