today was a rainy day....for me at least
so i went over to evans to spend sometime with him (because i have been really busy and we havent seen each other in a while). while i was there i cried so hard.....havent done that in awhile. this is where the amazing thing about evan is.....i was just sitting down on the ground crying and he sits behind me pulls me close and listens to whats wrong. today he listened to me cry about my "lack" of social skills, chior, and all the presure i feel. he listened and would sometimes make a comment about something i said.....but it was good for me to let out. life sucks for me.....but without evan......gosh...i dont know what i would do without him. he supports me when no one else does, he listens when no one else does, he care for me 24/7, he is just simple put....wonderful.