the next second you're not =(
but besides having a good day....i still can find myself crying. my stupid self esteem is going to kill me one day!! (unless i change it) just once i think im ok with myself...something happens that changes it so im not!!! well, i feel stupid (thanks to my dad), ugly (thanks to a whole bunch of people), and all kinds of other bad thoughts that only lower self esteem!! isnt it wonderful!!! well...i know how to fix it!! gotta go!!