Jun 08, 2005 23:57
well.....what a day today has been....it was good then turned to emotional. the beginning was ok. i got to spend sometime with evan and then i went to UIW and took a test. then i came home and relaxed. nothing really happened til my sisters rented the notebook. i cried....i am beginning to cry just by thinking about it. it is the most romantic and sweet movie ever....but thats not the whole reason why i cried. i cried because all i could think about was evan. so many times during the movie i realized that some of the things in it were what i feel and have felt and delt with before. for example people trying to tell ali not to date or see noah anymore. in the movie it was the mom but in my case it was my sisters and some other people who i was close to. there are more things that i found close to my heart. all i could do was cry.
when i was a child i grew up listening to stories and watching movies where a princess lives happly ever after with her prince charming. i used to dream about finding my prince and being swept away and living happly ever after. i would dream about how we would meet and how he would rescue me. i would dream about how he would prottect me and keep me safe and how he would love me. but at the end of my freshman year i never thought that my prince would be able to find me. i gave up on that dream....but something happened...and i'll never forget the moment things began to change in my life. i found my prince charming. he has rescued me from the darkest pit and he is trying his hardest to keep me safe from all harm that could come my way. he loves me in a way that no one will ever love me. he has always been there for me whenever i needed him. he has listened to me complain about my problems and he has always supported me and my dreams. i love him. I LOVE HIM!!!
i love evan! everywhere i go i am reminded of him. i've never felt this before and i dont want it to end. i dont know what i would do without him. he means the world to me and i am the luckest girlalive to have someone so wonderful in my life.
Making Memories of Us--Keith Urban
I'm gonna be here for you baby
I'll be a man of my word
Speak the language in a voice that you have never heard
I wanna sleep with you forever
And I wanna die in your arms
In a cabin by a meadow where the wild bees swarm
And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you
And I'll earn your trust making memories of us
I wanna honor your mother
I wanna learn from your pa
I wanna steal your attention like a bad outlaw
I wanna stand out in a crowd for you
A man among men
I wanna make your world better than it's ever been
And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you
And I'll earn your trust making memories of us
We'll follow the rainbow
Wherever the four winds blow
And there'll be a new day
Comin' your way
I'm gonna be here for you from now on
This you know somehow
You've been stretched to the limits but it's alright now
And I'm gonna make you a promise
If there's life after this
I'm gonna be there to meet you with a warm, wet kiss
And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you
And I'll earn your trust making memories of us
And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you
And I'll earn your trust making memories of us
well....i wont get any more sapy on ya guys. so thats it