Apr 21, 2005 22:20
ok today was ok. i didnt go to school til 1 and i did nothing while at school. then i came home and i ate fijitas (they were good). then i went with lora and evan to the mall. while we were there evan bought my prom dress (its really pretty...i'd descibe it but i dont think i would do a good job at it so i wont....prom is on the 7th so you can see the pics). then i looked at shoes, purses, and jewlery (i got a necklace, earrings, and bracelet but my mom thinks i should were pearls). on our way to drop off lora my friend jessica called. well she told me about how noah willie (dr. john carter on er) is leaving. well that made me upset cuz hes my fav character on the show (which i am obbessed (sp?) with). so i got a little upset and i wasnt driving as well. i didnt hit anything but i did do a kinda quick stop at a red light. from that point on evan was upset. i dont know why....i have guesses but im not sure exactly why. he was so upset that he wouldnt talk to me or hold me or look at me or anything! so i drove home upset (more upset then the whole dr. carter thing....cuz i love evan sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much and every time we end a night were he is upset i get scared that i might lose him). i still upset. well...i think im more scared then upset. im scared that i might lose evan. he might be upset about how i was driving all emotional and that i didnt tell him and that i told him what jessica said (she said shut up....but thats only because we are obbssessed (sp?) with the show and we get very emontional about it). or maybe he doesnt want to go to prom or to my orchestra banquet. if he doesnt want to go its ok....i'll get over it!! (i will of course have to pay him back for the dress but that would be it) i would be upset but i would get over it. if he doesnt want to go then i wont force him....i want him to be happy.when people are upset and sad then they, normally, leave whatever and whereever makes them sad/upset. i dont want him to leave me. i love him and i would rather go to prom alone then go throught life with out him.
Bless the Broken Road -- Rascal Flatts
I set out on a narrow way, many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushin' through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you
That every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart, they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way, into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there, you understand
It's all part of a grander plan, that is comin' true
That every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart, they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
Now I'm just rolling home, into my lovers arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
Estoy en cielo cuando estoy con mi novio.
Usted me hace entero, completo.
Si su amor era un grano de la arena, Tendría bastantes para tener un universo de playas.
Usted es mi ángel enviado para proteger. Usted es el mi encantar del príncipe enviado para rescatarme.
Su amor me ha cambiado por siempre y me bendicen para tenerle en mi
vida.
Usted significa que el mundo a mí y yo no deseamos perderle.
Lucharía millares para mantener le y su amor para mí mi vida.
Usted hace me la sensación tan hermosa, amó, y perfeccione. Usted me acepta para quién soy, porque usted amor que soy.
Usted es mi y solamente.
Te amo.
Haría cualquier cosa probar mi amor para usted.
Le amaré, con cada golpe de mi corazón.
Algo sucede cuando usted me mira que me olvido de hablar. Algo sucede cuando usted besa mi boca que mis rodillas consiguen tan débiles. ¿Podría ser verdad es este qué dios ha significado para mí? No puedo creer...que algo como usted podría sucederme.