how did I get to be such a mess so soon in my life...
I've got nothing to be afraid of
So I'm afraid of nothing
I've emptied out the cupboard underneath the stairs
Cos i think the sky is going to fall
How did I get to be such a mess
So soon in my life
I can't sleep cos I see spiders when I close my eyes
All I ever wanted to be
Was comfortable and kind
I can't sleep cos I see spiders when I close my eyes
God, I'm like a walking nightmare. This week is going to be long and impossible to deal with mentally. My mind is just trying to tread water, let alone stay all the way above water. It feels like I'm right at the finish line with midterms this week, and it's never been harder.
Do NOT take Latin. Ever. If presented with the opportunity I'd say that swallowing arsenic would probably be a more enjoyable experience. It's absolutely killing me. I'm constantly spastic because I can't figure out what the hell Cicero is trying to say to the prissy Romans about war. Romans suck. Four days until the Latin final, good lord I don't think I could even pass if I cheated.
I've literally been working on homework since about 5:30, and it's been Latin since 8:30. It's never enough. And my parents are out of town. And Kate's being an ass and not packing the lunches for the kids. Okay, yeah I can pack my own lunch but what about my little 6 and 9 year old sisters? I really don't want to be up for another 20 minutes stuffing paper bags. Please, college come faster. I don't think I can take much more of Latin or any of this shit.
So I'm afraid of nothing
I've emptied out the cupboard underneath the stairs
Cos i think the sky is going to fall
How did I get to be such a mess
So soon in my life
I can't sleep cos I see spiders when I close my eyes
All I ever wanted to be
Was comfortable and kind
I can't sleep cos I see spiders when I close my eyes
God, I'm like a walking nightmare. This week is going to be long and impossible to deal with mentally. My mind is just trying to tread water, let alone stay all the way above water. It feels like I'm right at the finish line with midterms this week, and it's never been harder.
Do NOT take Latin. Ever. If presented with the opportunity I'd say that swallowing arsenic would probably be a more enjoyable experience. It's absolutely killing me. I'm constantly spastic because I can't figure out what the hell Cicero is trying to say to the prissy Romans about war. Romans suck. Four days until the Latin final, good lord I don't think I could even pass if I cheated.
I've literally been working on homework since about 5:30, and it's been Latin since 8:30. It's never enough. And my parents are out of town. And Kate's being an ass and not packing the lunches for the kids. Okay, yeah I can pack my own lunch but what about my little 6 and 9 year old sisters? I really don't want to be up for another 20 minutes stuffing paper bags. Please, college come faster. I don't think I can take much more of Latin or any of this shit.