Feb 23, 2003 18:29
I have learned today that being bored takes a lot of out of you. I have only been up for like, five hours now, and I am tired of hell. I have sat on my ass all day, and yes, I admit, I am still in my pajamas. Interesting statement.
I did accomplish one thing today. And that was cleaning my room. I don't know how I have let myself get so unorganized lately. I think when I was dating Tim, I stopped caring about my room, and just starting shoving things into my closet. And nowadays, I am always in a hurry for something another. And I never know what to wear, so I panic and throw all my clothing everywhere. Hopefully things will stay clean for longer then a week this time.
My acquaintance Sam IMed me this afternoon to inform me that he doesn't hate me. It was nice to know that the hate isn't there. So we caught up on what has been happening within the last month or so. We have both gone through a lot.
On a sadder note, I want him to notice me. I want him and I to go out and still maintain a great friendship. Why are all the good guys taken, homo sexual, or "want to get to know you better"? I just wish he knew how good these last 2 weeks have been, and how feelings are developing. Ashley is going to get hurt again. I bet $50 on that one.