Thursdays are nice, Fridays are even better.
I feel really immature about being so negative yesterday. The situations are still bothering me, but not as much since I talked to Nick last night, and he calmed me down. I am actually re-considering going to Canada with my mom because I really want to see Charmaine and my friend Mike. I just don't know if I really want to take the chance of walking in on my mom and Skip.
The whole Skip situation, I could only care less about it. I mean, its her life that she is literally screwing up. The only thing I care about is that she has the nerve to do this behind my fathers back. After everything he gave her and sacrficied for her. Selfish bitch.
I kept having these weird dreams last ngiht. It was mainly about one person in particular. I kept dreaming that he died, and I would go to his grave, open the coffin, and talk to his skeleton. It was the oddest thing ever, because I felt really depressed about it. Knowing that if he one day dies, then a part of me will too. And like, Tim was in the dream too with Alan.... it was so odd. I was sitting at Tims house, and all of a sudden, Alan walked in with two other guys and then just went up to Tims bedroom. And I was left sitting there with Tims sister Nicole watching her play the piano. It was rather interesting.......
Darren and I still aren't talking much. He wasn't online at all last night, or he has me blocked, one of the two.
Finals for school start tomorrow, so I will have a shitload of work to do tonight. I have to finish my ePortfolio and then do my Power Point on "about me".... that should be interesting.
I am going to go start getting ready for school. <3
The whole Skip situation, I could only care less about it. I mean, its her life that she is literally screwing up. The only thing I care about is that she has the nerve to do this behind my fathers back. After everything he gave her and sacrficied for her. Selfish bitch.
I kept having these weird dreams last ngiht. It was mainly about one person in particular. I kept dreaming that he died, and I would go to his grave, open the coffin, and talk to his skeleton. It was the oddest thing ever, because I felt really depressed about it. Knowing that if he one day dies, then a part of me will too. And like, Tim was in the dream too with Alan.... it was so odd. I was sitting at Tims house, and all of a sudden, Alan walked in with two other guys and then just went up to Tims bedroom. And I was left sitting there with Tims sister Nicole watching her play the piano. It was rather interesting.......
Darren and I still aren't talking much. He wasn't online at all last night, or he has me blocked, one of the two.
Finals for school start tomorrow, so I will have a shitload of work to do tonight. I have to finish my ePortfolio and then do my Power Point on "about me".... that should be interesting.
I am going to go start getting ready for school. <3