Nov 08, 2008 01:50
tonight was one of those pinnacle nights where alot of things end up happening and a long strung out thought process or question comes to at the least some kind of answer. its terrible when you know what your trying to do to stay with a person not only ruins everything and pushes them away, but makes you feel like a piece of crap after. and then the only comforting person/ only person i can even talk to is hte person in question.. thus making life kind of fucked
im a clingy fucking bitch and i ruined yet another thing that could have been great. fuck