nightmares in the morning,rollercaoster,anticipation,new email coming soon.people still surprise me.

[vintik]

well today started bad and is finishing good which is more than a lot of people can hope for.i am very fortunate and should
remember this more often than i do.
i have a paid livejournal account and a new gmail address(or rather i will as soon as i register it tomorrow)thanks to a really kind and thoughtful person with a good heart.a great big heart.
i have a lot to say but am too tired to say it all so it will have to wait until tomorrow.
but most of all i just want to say thank you to one person.
for lack of better words...thank you.

and sorry to another.

i let someone down today.i did what i could but it wasn't what i said i would do.i don't know if this will ever be understood.
i don't know.i hate to let people i care about down.
i hope everything went okay and that...i hope they...i hope
you will be happy.i hope you are happy.

i worry.i am worried about a couple of people right now and i hope they are both going to be okay and are okay.

and i hope you are all sleeping well tonight.i hope your dreams are beautiful.

"so be easy and free when you're drinking with me
i'm a man you don't meet everyday"