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summer is here and i'm going away to san diego tomorrow.....
i hate that livejournal is the only place i can write down how i feel and whats going on, hes going to be away for almost a month and then hes leaving again shortly after he gets back... and if thats not hard enough, i keep screwing up.
i know i'm horrible at telling people things and i have a tendancy to leave things out, but its hard to change overnight, and it sucks. i'm sorry that i hurt him, and hopefully he can forgive me. i know i can change and i know that things will be different and hopefully he will see that i'm trying and will see that i can do it and am not just saying i will. i love you and i'm sorry that things get so out of hand a lot of the time, mostly my fault, but i do really wnats everything to work and maybe you'll look passed my shortcomings and just love me for the good stuff. i miss you already...
When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
High up above or down below
When you too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
i hate that livejournal is the only place i can write down how i feel and whats going on, hes going to be away for almost a month and then hes leaving again shortly after he gets back... and if thats not hard enough, i keep screwing up.
i know i'm horrible at telling people things and i have a tendancy to leave things out, but its hard to change overnight, and it sucks. i'm sorry that i hurt him, and hopefully he can forgive me. i know i can change and i know that things will be different and hopefully he will see that i'm trying and will see that i can do it and am not just saying i will. i love you and i'm sorry that things get so out of hand a lot of the time, mostly my fault, but i do really wnats everything to work and maybe you'll look passed my shortcomings and just love me for the good stuff. i miss you already...
When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
High up above or down below
When you too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you