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(-) my boss flat-out saying i was good at marketing, but bad at sales
(-) telling my boss i'd be a better sales person if he knew how to properly manage me
(-) crying my eyes out at various points all day, after realizing i was an asshole
(+) swallowing a little pride, and getting a lot of things done at least
(-) not knowing if i'll have a job at the end of the year
(-) questioning new york, myself, my goals, etc.
(+) further cementing plans to do something about all this