Try To Remember
It's always hard to look at myself in the mirror and see someone worth staring at. I don't look at myself as someone worthy, I don't see myself as beautiful or attractive in anyway. I can't help it, thats just how I am. It's me... and I don't like me all that much.
I'm seeing Jeremy tommorow, yay! It's very odd to go from seeing him almost everyday to seeing him twice a week (three if im lucky). Although he's been very patient with me. You see, I can't really go out all that much with the way my mother is atm. She can't walk, so somebody has to be here at all times to help her out with walking and things like that. I don't mind because I love her very much. Jeremy understands that, so instead of going to his house all the time, he's been coming over here. Very cool of him. I appreciate it.
It's almost 4 in the morning. I really need to develop a regular sleep pattern, otherwise once I get a job I will be so screwed!! Rarw. I just hate sleeping. If I never had to sleep, I'd be so happy!! I just hate it.. its so pointless.
Anyways, not much else to update. I will try to write in this more, but no promises. :) Love you all and hope y'all have a good night. (Or woul this be morning... hmm.. debatable I'm sure. As are most things)
I'm seeing Jeremy tommorow, yay! It's very odd to go from seeing him almost everyday to seeing him twice a week (three if im lucky). Although he's been very patient with me. You see, I can't really go out all that much with the way my mother is atm. She can't walk, so somebody has to be here at all times to help her out with walking and things like that. I don't mind because I love her very much. Jeremy understands that, so instead of going to his house all the time, he's been coming over here. Very cool of him. I appreciate it.
It's almost 4 in the morning. I really need to develop a regular sleep pattern, otherwise once I get a job I will be so screwed!! Rarw. I just hate sleeping. If I never had to sleep, I'd be so happy!! I just hate it.. its so pointless.
Anyways, not much else to update. I will try to write in this more, but no promises. :) Love you all and hope y'all have a good night. (Or woul this be morning... hmm.. debatable I'm sure. As are most things)