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I GOT THE JOB!!!!
I'm feeling elated right now, like I can barely see straight. Everything seems to be looking up for me, and I am trying to stay positive about everything going on in my life. The last thing I need right now is to have it all taken away from me, so I'm praying that won't happen. I looked damn cute today too!! No pics to prove it, but I worked so hard on my apperance. Does that sound vain? Honestly, I'm not. I mean, I have very little confidence in myself. I only pretend to have confidence around certain people, to make a good impression. Ack, I hate pretending. It's so lame. So why do I do it? ... Rhetorical question, don't answer it.
I seriously doubt anyone even reads this. I never get any comments (except from Amanda and Chrissy!! Love ya dolls) and it's a total waste of time and energy. Maybe its like an "outlet" for me... I dunno. I wish I could get shit-faced right now, but then again, I don't. The last thing I need is alcohol.
I miss too many things right now. But I'm happy. :) <---- See?? There's the proof. A big smiley face..
Goodnight all.
I'm feeling elated right now, like I can barely see straight. Everything seems to be looking up for me, and I am trying to stay positive about everything going on in my life. The last thing I need right now is to have it all taken away from me, so I'm praying that won't happen. I looked damn cute today too!! No pics to prove it, but I worked so hard on my apperance. Does that sound vain? Honestly, I'm not. I mean, I have very little confidence in myself. I only pretend to have confidence around certain people, to make a good impression. Ack, I hate pretending. It's so lame. So why do I do it? ... Rhetorical question, don't answer it.
I seriously doubt anyone even reads this. I never get any comments (except from Amanda and Chrissy!! Love ya dolls) and it's a total waste of time and energy. Maybe its like an "outlet" for me... I dunno. I wish I could get shit-faced right now, but then again, I don't. The last thing I need is alcohol.
I miss too many things right now. But I'm happy. :) <---- See?? There's the proof. A big smiley face..
Goodnight all.