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I'm stuck. I need advice, guidance, opinions, something. My parents have offered to sell their house, buy one with a basement, let me have the basement, pay for college, support me, pay for the divorce, and put up with all my cats if I move to Atlanta. It's a very tempting offer. I'm not making it very well on my own right now. I haven't been in school for over a year. I'm having to ask them for money way too often. I know my dad REALLY wants me to finish school and he's tickled to death that I've mentioned wanting to go higher than just a 4 year degree. I haven't lived at home in 11 years. If I have a basement or apartment above a garage like their looking for then I think I can deal.
But.......
It's so much farther away from Mark. It's not St. Louis. It's not Columbus. It's not me being independent. I'm afraid that if I do this then it will really negatively affect my relationship with Mark. I wouldn't get to see him very often. I HATE LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS!!!!
*sigh* Mark is telling me to do it. It's an opportunity I can't turn down.
This is so disjointed. I don't know what to do. I don't know what's going to make this "ok" in my mind.
If anyone still reads my journal...please offer advice!!!!!!
But.......
It's so much farther away from Mark. It's not St. Louis. It's not Columbus. It's not me being independent. I'm afraid that if I do this then it will really negatively affect my relationship with Mark. I wouldn't get to see him very often. I HATE LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS!!!!
*sigh* Mark is telling me to do it. It's an opportunity I can't turn down.
This is so disjointed. I don't know what to do. I don't know what's going to make this "ok" in my mind.
If anyone still reads my journal...please offer advice!!!!!!