well heres my monday
so i woke up this morning @ 1:30 pm.. then my mom was downstairs.. heh i walk into the living room.. luke is sleeping on the chair.. daisy is like staring at me and mitch is in my kitchen smoking.. heh & my mom is getting her hair dyed.. lmao yeaaaa so then i go back upstairs and go into the shower =) then i got ready to leave.. to go to Bethanys.. heh that girl took like a hour to answer her door and she deff knew that i was coming over.. lol we chilled for a while.. her tooth was having problems.. lmao.. i felt kinda bad i mean she has to deal with the pain for another week.. yea so we watched saturday night lights.. good movie.. it made me think about football.. and how its just everything to guys.. like i have people in my family who have gone Pro and my brother and my dad played and heh wow keith played too.. i never thought i would ever go out with a football player.. i guess i sterotyped them...as cocky assholes.. keith is deff not like that.. so im happy i gave him a chance lol.. but most football players usually are like that.. i'm sorry but they are.. lol.. uh yea so the rest of my day.. i drank lots of caffeine there n stuff.. her family loves me lmao.. well they should.. uhm yea then i ate dinner there.. and i got pissed off @ my mom for not picking me up.. cuz she "dosen't want to drive tonight" well i know what that means .. she wants to drink.. that frikken hurts.. it didn't hit me right at the moment.. but i still sorta knew... ugh.. so keith and phyllis might be breaking up.. um yea hes pretty upset about it.. i should be happy.. but no i have to understand him and not be happy.. i bet some of it has to do with me.. also i guess she flipped out on him in front of her mom... ouch.. but yea... so i guess its hard for me.. to be supportive of feeling bad for him.. and for loving him.. and not knowing where our relationship is going to go.. thats tough... cuz i need to give him time and hold myself back... but on the flip side...this dosen't mean anything cuz i know him .. i know his personality and theres prolly a good chance that he could still go back out with her.. ugh why is life filled with so much drama?