Reflection and Recitation
Fuck you if you don't, fuck you if you don't, fuck you if you don't appreciate me. ALAS, the confidence I need, granted upon reflection of a distorted muse. How did this come about you say? I am me now...post-college has glued and solidified my self-image, and I am happy with who I am. Perhaps my ideal self and my actual self combined to create a confident self, at least a known self. Forgive my shamelessness, for I am shameless of my individual. I will NOT CENSOR MYSELF FOR anyone, anymore. And though this may sound like an angry posting, it is in fact a happy and jovial entry. If you are embarrassed by your shortcomings, you still need to grow up, GET A LIFE, discover yourself. GO AWAY to MONTANA or PRAGUE for a few months. How long until you realize you do not have to FIT IN ANYMORE. STOP caring what other people think. I did, and I am happy. Basically what this rant is saying, that I discovered last night, that, despite history, I am not going to try to get your approval by changing who I am, I am not going to change. If you don't like me NOW then you will NEVER like me. And I am fine with that if you are, because I am NOT going to feel embarrassed for YOU if you think I EMBARRASS YOU. so FUCK OFF you ignorant SUFFERINGS OF SOCIAL STATUS.
(note: this is not directed towards an actual person, rather an abstract concept. If you are offended by this then you obviously need to ask yourself some questions.)
(note: this is not directed towards an actual person, rather an abstract concept. If you are offended by this then you obviously need to ask yourself some questions.)