one weekend
this weekend was awesome. saturday i met grants older sister. gosh she has big boobs and she's really pretty too. sunday night julie, kat, hannah, and i decided to have a bonfire. we couldn't find a pit, but we went bonfire hopping. Before that I had spent 2 hours looking for a birthday present for rachel's 18th. I ended up just getting her the hoobastank CD and a few other things. She wasnt home so i just dropped it off. Grams was pissed cuz she can tell that rachel's been ditching us for alex. I guess I do mind, but I'm gonna wait until she's ready to hang out again because I'm not calling anymore. I invited her to the bonfire after trying endlessly to get a hold of her. I knew she'd wanna go. she showed up with alex and i was soooo pissed off, but then again I wasn't at all surprised. I hate it, but I can't really do anything about it. This is how she and Alex are. I overheard them saying I love you on the phone...yea....that tells you a lot. we went from hanging out every weekend and calling each other everyday to not even seeing each other and when we do she's got a pillar next to her. I know it's never gonna be the same and I'm not gonna say anything because it will only push her towards him. It's almost the end of high school...why go through more drama than there already is. the sad part is that now i know that after high school she and i wont be friends anymore. I thought we would be and we had all these plans, but we are not at all the same people and it depresses me. hannah and i are really close for reason these days. i think its because we both dont give head.....david (julie's boyfriend) kept getting all technical about it. he's a perve, but he's hilarious to hang out with. i have never met anyone soo funny in my life! Everyone should meet this guy. anyways so I have moved on to hannah and Julie. I hang out with them quite a bit. The girls came back here last night. We watched a movie and julie showered. we were spose to sneak out later and go party hunting, but we all got too tired and there wasnt really a particular place to look. happy memorial day...though it isn't really a happy holiday.
PS. I actually raced some guy last night and won! I beat him twice and he beat me twice. I also raced julie. That was some stupid stuff. We didn't really RACE RACE cuz there was cops all over town last night. wishing i had some hard stuff right now. Today was lame.