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Prom was gorgeous. Josh was soo great. alex, rachel, josh, and i ended up going to karl strauss for dinner which was great. My new favorite food is cajun chicken pasta. mm good! I danced a lot more than I thought i would. Josh danced better than I thought! During slow dances it was really really really romantic. I was just shocked that I would feel this way about him, but knowing that he would be with Hannah and I wanted to be with Grant. Things changed so fast. Josh said that he'd like to see if we were anything more, but i knew that i couldn't. we didnt do anything after prom. I actually went to see grant. To some up my night...i was with one guy one hour and another the next...soo bad.
Anyways, i havent seen josh since last sunday after we had our pictures taken at the mall. He calls and I'm trying to "keep busy" so that he doesnt start to get all attached. The girls had planne to cook the guys dinner to pay them back for prom, but Josh called a couple nights ago and said that I had to decide. I just have to figure out how to tell him.
Yestrday I told my mom that i was filming battle of the bands. Instead I went surfing for an hour with christy and spent 4 hours with grant. we sat around watching movies. It was great. his parents are cool. I was kinda nervous when they would knock before they came in. I dont want them to think weird things...
going to spend the day with christy. Rachel's always with alex now.