May 03, 2004 20:14
Josh called today and asked if I wanted a corsage. OMG! I don't think I've ever had a guy offer to get me something. I'm not even kidding. I told him it wasn't important, but he's getting one anyway. It's so sweet. We talked about prom and stuff and you know what? I'm actually very excited now. This could turn out good. I wish the timing was better and maybe something could really spark between us, but I know that's just not possible...not because of him and if it were some other guy the same situation would apply. I'm just a headcase is all.
Christy is not going to prom at all. I'm so mad about that, but oh well. Rachel and I can still have fun. We are going to have the guys over this weekend and teach them how to dance and make sure they get to know each other so that we dont have to baby-sit. I'm excited, but still a little emo. This are looking up though.
The room I'm sitting in i sweltering. I'm like drowning in my own sweat, but I'm trying to tolerate it because I hear you burn calories this way and I could lose some more weight for prom. Today I wore a spagetti strap tank for the first time in like 3 years. I finally figured out how to tone my arms *light weights and surfing*. I got compliments which is making me very self absorbed right now.