high

[vintagecali]

so i have seriously been high just about everyday... i know its bad, so i going to TRY to cut it down to only weekends. also the other weekend i went home and i got pretty fucked up with ivana liz and javi... i was driving lizs car and we were downtown... well anywho, i guess i was driving bad because liz was asking me if i was ok to drive or if i wanted her too. anywho. i concluded that i really enjoy driving when im high. especially downtown with all the lights and the loud music... so this is the part that kinda sickens me. i said "no i wanna drive, because i really driving when im like this. its like an adrealine rush that you can only experience when driving. its like a mixture of all these different emotions. i cant explain how it feels, but it feels realy fucking good. its like a game. and no one can ever experience this feeling unless they drive when they are stoned out of the their minds, with loud music, and driving downtown." so here is the shocking part.. liz looks at me and says "i know exactly what you mean" because she loves to drive when shes fucked up. so i was thinking like woahhh thats is how people describe drugs... and they like it. well its the way we describe driving high and how we like... well it kinda scared me, because no one should ever enjoy the feeling that you get when you drive high. its like gambling your life. and i hope thats not the part that makes it fun. anywho. yea. its crazy.....

NIU has been nuts. i serisously have been partying like it is no ones bussiness. its been so much fun. we seriously get down on the floor. this year alone already blew last year out of the water. and its only the 4th week. wtf. i love it. its nuts..

well im off to play lego star wars 2... ta ta. love me.