she's thirteen. no--no--no i mean: seventeen.
i hate the part in kids when she's crying, saying "telley, telly it hurts
IT HURTS"
i fucking hate that kid
telley
tellllly
tellleeeee.
////////////////////
teen girls say:
"he kissed me first, and then fucked my best friend."
but we, we don't.
response to the question he never asked
[not because he never knew]
but just because:
---------------------"did you really think i was going to wait ((around)) for you?"
sarcasm. cynicism.
-----------------------------"you should really be relieved."
really.
someone once said: you're growing up too slowly.
you should be twenty-one but instead
you're 17-------seventeen
you're fuckin JAILBAIT
bitch.
so don't fuck me then.
i mean; i mean
don't touch me
then.
don't---------------------don't
complicate
......things.
or maybe just one
thing
[me.]
may-be.
j-j--jjjj-journal pages read:
sex with strangers = ulterior motives
awkward encounters.
i guess i should have written 'cars' rather
than vans
just
vans ///////// maybe fucking
sand for a heart is
a blessing.
a fucking religion.
a fucking salvation.
a fucking catastrophe.
oh waitress waitress waitress me.
i need it.
[belle + sebastian,
i wish i were a beautiful person]
not
HOT
HOT
HOT
HOT
HOT
this is ROT
-ING
EN
D.
DDDDDD
[reprise.][reprise.]