"it is clear there is significant loneliness in your life"

[vintageautumn]

[[unstable friendships]]
[[a lack of 'love']]
[[shyness + anxiety]]
[[absent family]]
[[wasted youth]]

finally, it is important that you address some major insecurity issues you seem to have.

my goal is to get so drunk that i won't mind if you kill me.
because i'm gutless
gutless
gutless

because i'm alive.

and kicking.

[because i fall off of mattresses + bite my lips until they bleed + smash glass bottles against my teeth + ignore the world at large]
because i am the girl you know can not look you in the eye.

[stranger things have happened.----in some other time and space.
to other people living much more beautiful lives.
people in gold lamae and killer stillettos.
oh wait. shit. that was me.
i mean: shit. that never really existed.]
still, stranger things have surely happened.