and it just goes on and on.
i just want u to leave me alone and stop
getting in the way of my happiness,
you always make things worse and i just
want u to go away and let me be happy for once.
i dont know how to handle all this anymore
i did some thing unimaginable because i was
scared but now it still doesnt make a difference
cause i am always going to be scared.
scared of you.