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wow, its been so long sence i have written, but i have still been ana, i haven't strayed.
i have been fasting for the last 14 days, today is day 15. and last time i weighted my self i had lost 15 pounds, but that was on friday, its sunday now.. so im hoping for more weight loss. i still don't have the internet at my house so i'll just try and write when i can.
i'll keep posting my weight loss.
july 11th: 180
july 25th: (today) probably 160-163
i wish i was 108 agian, i hate that i was stuck in recovery, i hate it so much. they made my this fat disgusting thing i am now, they made me hate my self, but i'll be happy agian. i know i will.
i bought these pants a while ago, that i never wore because they were way too tight, but now they are so loose, i can't wear them anymore. and they are the only pants i have! lol. its funny and it makes my happy but at the same time it pisses me off because i don't have any jeans that fit.. time to shop??
i have been fasting for the last 14 days, today is day 15. and last time i weighted my self i had lost 15 pounds, but that was on friday, its sunday now.. so im hoping for more weight loss. i still don't have the internet at my house so i'll just try and write when i can.
i'll keep posting my weight loss.
july 11th: 180
july 25th: (today) probably 160-163
i wish i was 108 agian, i hate that i was stuck in recovery, i hate it so much. they made my this fat disgusting thing i am now, they made me hate my self, but i'll be happy agian. i know i will.
i bought these pants a while ago, that i never wore because they were way too tight, but now they are so loose, i can't wear them anymore. and they are the only pants i have! lol. its funny and it makes my happy but at the same time it pisses me off because i don't have any jeans that fit.. time to shop??