New plan for Violet
12 week program
may 12-August 3
83 days.
-need to lose 4 to 5 pounds a week
yes i will be fasting.. until i am a weight that i can be semi proud of.
yes i will be careful. No i will not give up. Yes i will succeed.
Yes i will be 108.iwillbe108iwillbe108iwillbe108iwillbe108iwillbe108!
im so happy tho, my best friend is comming over from Seattle this friday!!! and i live in Portland oregon.. and she in Washington. So were going to have So much fun. God i miss her so much. The cool thing about it all is she also has an eating disorder. wow. small world huh?
but anyway back to my fasting. i will be fasting for a long long time. at least 2 months. i will fast until i look good in a bikini. which right now i am not where near.. yes i am suicidal, so i don't really care about staying healthy. i just want to be thin. and if i have to go throught all the pain in the world to get it, then so be it. I WILL BE THIN. and that is that. i am going to be doing palities everynight and also yoga for weight loss, they are dvds. then in june i am going to start going to hatha yoga classes. that will be rad. anyway im gonna go work out. peace
may 12-August 3
83 days.
-need to lose 4 to 5 pounds a week
yes i will be fasting.. until i am a weight that i can be semi proud of.
yes i will be careful. No i will not give up. Yes i will succeed.
Yes i will be 108.iwillbe108iwillbe108iwillbe108iwillbe108iwillbe108!
im so happy tho, my best friend is comming over from Seattle this friday!!! and i live in Portland oregon.. and she in Washington. So were going to have So much fun. God i miss her so much. The cool thing about it all is she also has an eating disorder. wow. small world huh?
but anyway back to my fasting. i will be fasting for a long long time. at least 2 months. i will fast until i look good in a bikini. which right now i am not where near.. yes i am suicidal, so i don't really care about staying healthy. i just want to be thin. and if i have to go throught all the pain in the world to get it, then so be it. I WILL BE THIN. and that is that. i am going to be doing palities everynight and also yoga for weight loss, they are dvds. then in june i am going to start going to hatha yoga classes. that will be rad. anyway im gonna go work out. peace