day 9
just finished day 9!!
DAY FREAKING NINE!!!!!!
this is like the longest i have ever gone. well i made it to 10 once.
i feel so great. altho i do have a head cold right now. so i feel kinda shitty.
but other than that im great!!
i have lost 15 pounds so far.
wow
this is a lot for me.
today i saw my reflection in a glass window, and i kinda liked what i saw. and thats a lot for me. thats really good. but i do still have a long way to go. and im totally prepared for it. BRING IT ON!!!
i told my some of my friends about it, and my boy friend, who also has anorexia and ednos, and they all think its cool. they are encouraging me, and making sure i dont eat until i have reached my goal. i love them.
my best friends theripist told her dad that she has an eating diorder. bitch. (the theripist, not my friend) so now her dad is making her eat a lot of really nasty food, like meats and fast food. junk food and shit. then he tells her she needs to quit eating so much junk, while he is the one fource feeding her. and also he told her she needs to lose weight. and he calls her fat. come on man, what the fuck do you think she was trying to do??? she was doing good untill you fucked it up!!!
GRRRRRR
tommarrow is day 10
and i need sleep if im ever going to get over this cold.
i love you all
your beautiful, remember that
Violet
DAY FREAKING NINE!!!!!!
this is like the longest i have ever gone. well i made it to 10 once.
i feel so great. altho i do have a head cold right now. so i feel kinda shitty.
but other than that im great!!
i have lost 15 pounds so far.
wow
this is a lot for me.
today i saw my reflection in a glass window, and i kinda liked what i saw. and thats a lot for me. thats really good. but i do still have a long way to go. and im totally prepared for it. BRING IT ON!!!
i told my some of my friends about it, and my boy friend, who also has anorexia and ednos, and they all think its cool. they are encouraging me, and making sure i dont eat until i have reached my goal. i love them.
my best friends theripist told her dad that she has an eating diorder. bitch. (the theripist, not my friend) so now her dad is making her eat a lot of really nasty food, like meats and fast food. junk food and shit. then he tells her she needs to quit eating so much junk, while he is the one fource feeding her. and also he told her she needs to lose weight. and he calls her fat. come on man, what the fuck do you think she was trying to do??? she was doing good untill you fucked it up!!!
GRRRRRR
tommarrow is day 10
and i need sleep if im ever going to get over this cold.
i love you all
your beautiful, remember that
Violet