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Today was good..i saw Charlie and the Chocolate Fac..it was alright..kinda out there..the original was way better..the originals always are..amanda and me went..we had a good time..we actually vibed pretty well..but man o man we had a blow out lastnight..Carlos came and got me..we went out with don..he was in town..so we decided to have a boys night out..so they scooped me and we went to a strip club..it was wild..we went a little too early..so the club was dead and all the strippers were all over us..every 5 minutes they would come over to our table and just sit down..then start talkin about some pointless bullshit to get us all excited that they were payin us some mind..so that we would spill some bucks..FUCK THAT..i dont have to pay for convo..i had a good time just vibin with don and carlos..so we left out pretty quick..was lame and i pissed off one of the girls there cuz she asked if she could sit with us and i told her no..whatever..so we went to the black gay pride thing goin on at the club downtown..i dont know why we did..just ended up there..it was packed to the roof..music was hot but there was nothin there for me..me and los just kinda sat back and watched the sights..and there were many of them..wild shit..jackie o was doin her performance..but we left out soon after she got on stage..it was gettin mad hot and late..i had a good time..but amanda had called me while i was there..i answered and told her i was at a club..i didnt really think about it..i had a few drinks in me..she was at some party this "model" girl was havin..who doesnt like me by the way and dogs me out any chance she can..so i didnt think she would get pissed if i was at a club..i was so so so wrong..when i got outside the club i saw 4 missed calls from her..so i called her back when i got home and she went crazy on me..she just was real upset that i went to a club..i mean heated..i know it was more than me just goin to the club..i think it was everythin that was goin on too..she insisted that i did it to get back at her for goin out..told me she knew i got with girls there and shit..she was just way too upset..so we fought for awhile and then i apologized..even though i knew i wasnt totally in the wrong..she should trust me..i trust her..but anyways we made up..her mom got wind of the situation..told amanda that im in that "thug mentallity"..wtf?? that im "emotional cuz im italian"..where does she get this shit??she just went off on some shit that the way i dress.."thugged out"..comes from prison..and im in that mentality..i know her mom is a nice person..but shes so fuckin judgmental..shes not racist..shes just MAD shelterd..it just kinda pisses me off cuz im really good to amanda..the other day i just went out and bought her some expensive perfume..her favorite..just cuz i wanted too..i get her cards and make her notes all the time..i dont have much money but what i do have extra i like to treat her..only cuz she doesnt expect it..and cuz shes good to me..i just think its messed up that her mom jumps on me the first chance shes gotten..cuz this really is the first time shes known of any beef between us..i dont know..just makes me realize that i dont need to try so hard to please her family..cuz i guess it goes unoticed anyways..i dont come from their side of town..im not from North carolina..im from NY..im not white bread raised like amanda..theres nothin wrong with being raised that way..it works..i just have no fuckin idea how that is..her family is like the fuckin american model fam..moms a housewife..dad is a computer tech. for bank of a america..bro is on a full scholorship the UNC and amandas a model student..and here i come..totally out of that category..i feel like i gotta live up to their mold..they keep askin me what about school?..her mom in general just has a mixed up idea about anythin outside her fam and church..she acts strange that i dont have my pop in the picture..thinks italians are just like she sees on sopranos and all that other stereo typical bullshit..ahh whatever..its just funny to me how she has me pictured.."thugged out"..wtf..i work at media play and im like 4'2" tall..give me a break..whatever though lol..im out..peace