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yeah its been a pretty boring last four days of my life! all i've been doing is cleaning around both houses-im fucking sick of it! im in the process of painting my room red with black hearts and on one wall tylers gonna paint a freakin awsome tree he does for me.that will be interesting to see.im pissed cause i havent seen tyler in three days-it seems like forever-hopefully i will see him tomorrow.i need to talk to him!!!AhAh! i dont want school to start back up. but then again i do because normally when im at home im doing nothing but sitting on my ass or sewing things and i need to get out of my house!its a hell hole!!!i wish i was eighteen and already gone.but i dont want to rush my life.i want to stay young forever.i want to have the greatest life.the best job-fashion design,the best husband-tyler,the best kids-little turds,the best house-in california or texas,the best sex-hard core shit-lol just kidding sweetie!!!:)i dont want my love to go away for tyler-when we both go off to college-we will still communicate-i promise!im kinda scared to go out and face the real world but then i would get out and do it in a heartbeat! someday hopefully for my sixteenth birthday tyler,me my mom,sister could go to new yorks fashion week-that would be the COOLEST thing to ever happen!!im doubting it will.:(no mula things are too expensive.bitches! next year tyler and i are going to The Used concert in detroit-that would be freaking sweet-front row-bert in your face-my man on my side-nothing could compare!were going!definitly!i miss my sweetie!! well got to go talk later!
-SAM
-SAM