damn that Johnny Jump Up!

Mar 13, 2005 21:53

So, it all started with me buying the first GS CD yesterday with Emily. And the Cold Mountain film book. Maybe it was the booklike atmosphere, or just the nostalgia of GS, but I totally went crazy last night. Not like literally insane, run around screaming crazy, but a little off nonetheless. I realized that I just want summer to be here. I've gotten so turned around up here. I didn't even remember what I came to this place for! The Theatre department expects too much. I'm not a theatre major; I'm not going to be the apprentice for future stage management! I have no free time, my attention span is shot... not that it was really there to begin with, but still.

The combination of GS with, I do believe, watching King Arthur, has given me another slap in the face about things. WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING HERE?? I KNOW why I'm not happy.

In some ways, I really wish that I didn't sign up for this show. I need this time, more than ever this year, to focus, get next year ready... go raiders?... and to just get back to some roots, or something!

I also watched Smoke Signals. It was okay. The Village was really interesting.

Okay, really going into babble mode. Must leave now.

WOULD SOMEBODY PLEASE POKE HOLES IN THE TOP OF MY JAR????
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