GAAAAH!!
My brain is going to EXPLODE!
Everyone says that your first year of college is supposed to be about finding yourself. Well I can't very well do that with everyone TELLING ME WHAT TO DO ALL THE TIME!!! I need time to think about things! The first bit of shit I've got to deal with is my possible transfer. First of all, WTF. My parents really need to stop HARPING me about this. I don't know if I like it here yet, I don't know what I'm going to get out of it, but I really don't want to leave behind all the people I've met, and all the experiences I've had. I HATE the fact that I probably made the wrong choice in college, because I've just gone through and gotten used to everything, and now I'll have to pick up and move again. If that's the case, it just makes me so depressed. Why bother being with these people if I'm going to leave soon? Why even interact with the kids in my classes if I'm going to go?
On top of that shit, I've got other issues. I hate people. I really do. Some people are just fucking stupid. But I can't get away from stuff, I've already gotten myself involved in it all. I just hate the fact that people see me as innocent and naive. Granted, I am both, but everyone is with some things. I just hate being treated like I'm an idiot or I've got to be spoon-fed everything. I LIKE THE CHALLENGE! MAKE ME MAD SO I CAN SHOW YOU HOW INNOCENT I CAN BE, BIZNATCH! ha.
BLLLRRAAAAAARRRRGGGGGG WHEN WILL IT ALL END! Right now I need the headset convos more than anything.
Everyone says that your first year of college is supposed to be about finding yourself. Well I can't very well do that with everyone TELLING ME WHAT TO DO ALL THE TIME!!! I need time to think about things! The first bit of shit I've got to deal with is my possible transfer. First of all, WTF. My parents really need to stop HARPING me about this. I don't know if I like it here yet, I don't know what I'm going to get out of it, but I really don't want to leave behind all the people I've met, and all the experiences I've had. I HATE the fact that I probably made the wrong choice in college, because I've just gone through and gotten used to everything, and now I'll have to pick up and move again. If that's the case, it just makes me so depressed. Why bother being with these people if I'm going to leave soon? Why even interact with the kids in my classes if I'm going to go?
On top of that shit, I've got other issues. I hate people. I really do. Some people are just fucking stupid. But I can't get away from stuff, I've already gotten myself involved in it all. I just hate the fact that people see me as innocent and naive. Granted, I am both, but everyone is with some things. I just hate being treated like I'm an idiot or I've got to be spoon-fed everything. I LIKE THE CHALLENGE! MAKE ME MAD SO I CAN SHOW YOU HOW INNOCENT I CAN BE, BIZNATCH! ha.
BLLLRRAAAAAARRRRGGGGGG WHEN WILL IT ALL END! Right now I need the headset convos more than anything.