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didnt get ITS treasurer. lost to David Hardy. i really dont want to talk about it. lets just say im mad at ISEF.
Im failing Science currently. stupid SAE project. i had everything done except i forgot to get it signed.
German was effing boring.
Band was ok actully, it wasnt my best day but i had fun.
i really hope i get drum major now. otherwise next year i will be leadership deprived. i really hate it when im not in a leadership position. it makes me feel so useless. then i start doing bad at everything. without leadership im less then mediocre. its sad i know, but i really like leadership. i mean the only reason im not in Stu-Go or at least trying to be is because i dont have the electives for it. i mean i cried when i found out i didnt get treasurer. how sad is that? thats how much i like leadership. i just wish other people would see that. i dont understand why they dont. maybe im just not the good leader i think i am.
Im failing Science currently. stupid SAE project. i had everything done except i forgot to get it signed.
German was effing boring.
Band was ok actully, it wasnt my best day but i had fun.
i really hope i get drum major now. otherwise next year i will be leadership deprived. i really hate it when im not in a leadership position. it makes me feel so useless. then i start doing bad at everything. without leadership im less then mediocre. its sad i know, but i really like leadership. i mean the only reason im not in Stu-Go or at least trying to be is because i dont have the electives for it. i mean i cried when i found out i didnt get treasurer. how sad is that? thats how much i like leadership. i just wish other people would see that. i dont understand why they dont. maybe im just not the good leader i think i am.