i wish i wasn't but i cant help it
i hate it bein so self concious i mean i feel like im so pathetic, i wish i could say i was comfertable with how i looked but i dont and the more i feel that way the more pathetic i feel. god i need a vacation i think i kinda wanna do an exchange thing to a different country if you want to all you need to do is talk to a guidance counselor i dont want to be gone from my friens but i cant help but think how cool it would be to be off in another country just idk bein ther n stuff...basically im desperate fer some change.