May 25, 2008 22:37
So I really like the fact that Kyle and Taylor started talking. Now when were all together it's not so awkward for me, and I can kiss Chris without feeling bad that Kyle is right there. I think the four of us will have an excellent summer if everything goes the way it has been. Chris texted me today and asked if I could stop by before work so he could talk to me about something. I really hope he isn't going to ask me out, because as much as I like him, I really don't want a boyfriend. If we went out, I'll be honest, I will probably end up cheating on him, and he is too nice of a kid to do that to. It also makes me semi nervous that his longest relationship was only 6 months. He's almost 20, that makes me more happy than nervous though. adadjanda. I really don't know what to do. I really like this kid, but I really like being single, and free, and hooking up all the time.
I like having the CHOICE to say 'Yeah, lets go" or "Naw, not for me man" at every party I go to.