the milk turned sour, and i drank it

[vintage_hopes]

there isnt much to say. my heart and my head finally agree. its too much to ask of me. but it wasnt my decision to make. i didnt know it was that important. but its important to me too, and i wont be the guy that has to be ok with everything. and if my feelings arent good enough than what else is there to say. now you have a reason not to care how i feel about it. i cant be with someone who wont give at all, especially when it comes to my feelings, i would've done anything for you... but now i'm rambling... its been talked to death, and there's nothing more to say. i guess we made our decisions, but i wish it was different.

::edit::
when will we stop making the same mistakes. i'm glad that we finally know how we feel. its over...again. i need to leave here. i'll never be over her, and i know that. i'm a sucker for her and i dont want to be that sucker anymore. tonight i'm going to go out and pretend that i'm happy, for my friend. becuase they are all i have now, they've always made me happy