Oct 27, 2005 22:12
i'm starting to get a bit annoyed after thinking about it. and after asking questions and never getting anywhere. the medical field has been almost useless to me in the last month. it's insane to think that the heart doctor doesn't know what's going on with my situation. it's completely and utterly stupid. there has to be a reason for the fluid in my body and around my heart. i mean, it could be a million different things and i've only had 2 tests done. i would thought surely i would be admitted today and all kinds of tests would be run. what if it's not just a urinary tract infection, what if it's kidney failure. my urine is still red!
what if there's fluid on my brain or in other parts of my body. i mean, by the time they figure out what's going on, it could be too late. i mean it could be a number of things. here i'm sitting with fluid around my heart and nothing is really being done about it. when my dad had fluid in his legs and ankles after his hernia operation, he was put on fluid pills. why am i not on fluid pills? i don't know how fast the fluid is collecting around my heart. fluid makes your heart stop but yet here i sit. nevermind my pulse has been 150-157 but was i admitted to the hopsital? no. my doctor is stupid. he was like, i'm wondering about your fast heart rate. and it even says on the internet that when you have fluid around your heart that you have a fast heart rate. how stupid are these people? i've learned more via the internet than from these morons. in all their years of heart medicine are you telling me that they've never seen anyone with fluid around their heart?
oh i am so calling these doctors and giving them a piece of my mind. i am sick of not getting any answers or anywhere with these people. why should i have to be referred to a specialist when there's a heart doctor here. either the fluid needs to be drained or it doesn't. or i need to be put on medication. this is totally insane.
yes, you could say my relaxtion pills are wearing off.