Oct 20, 2004 21:34
what should i do. As soon as i had thought it was over between the two of us....she makes my heart skip a beat. i thought i was trapped in a play between me and him with you directing our thoughts, but now i realize that you aren't in control. You want to make a decision but you can't. and i understand.
When i said i was mad you didn't call, i was telling the truth. But who am I to tell you what to do...who am i to say what you should do or when you should do it. You have a life and right now im a small part of it, however i really want to be somehow, in some fashion, someone with a little more importance to you. Whether that is 5 days or 5 weeks as it takes....as long as i have your attention, it will be worth it. You make me laugh, and smile more than a lot of people can. Its great and you are great. Corrina, i really appreciate your company.