Dec 23, 2004 20:44
my computer just went retarded when i was in the middle of typing something, and my mom won't take me to get a slushi even after i wrapped like 20 fucking presents for her, and no one is on to talk to me, and i've done nothing but watch tv all day, and i can't watch the breakfast club because the dvd player out here doesn't work, and i'm just pissed off.
whoa. can we say run on.
yea, so..i'm really upset. i hate these kind of nights. the kind of nights where i sit there and do nothing but stare at the wall. everybody always has someone to talk to..ashley has jonny..blah, blah, blah. i just start to think about it sometimes and it really gets to me. i'm not the type of person who thinks they need a boyfriend to be happy. i'm ok without a boyfriend, but it'd be nice..it'd be nice to have someone to talk to every now and then. someone to spend time with. but no, i get to spend my time doing nothing. sitting home thinking and getting myself all worked up.