ahhh fuccckkk.
howdy all.
i hung out with drew yesterday. i had alot of fun. i don't think he likes me very much though. we went to the ep wrestling thingy. he didn't talk much. i mean, that could be just because he was shy or something, but i don't know. i'm being really paranoid about the whole thing because i don't want another guy thing to screw up. i really like talking to him, and i had alot of fun with him, so i hope he feels the same way. i'm worried he thinks i'm to scary looking for him or something. i know that's totally retarded, but i don't know what type of girls he's into. he could be into really preppy chicks, and god knows that's not me. i'm going to ask him if he wants to come over tonight to hang out, so i guess we'll find out by his answer.
me and greg were talking at the meet, and he said said something that made me really sad. i was talking to him about how i didn't think drew was into me, and he said, "i guess you're just one of those chicks that's really cool to be friends with, but when it comes to going out it's just..no". i almost cried. i know he didn't meant anything by it. i just..i didn't like it. i hope it's not true...=/
i didn't go to school today. i got super sick last night. oh gosh. i thought i was dying. my tummy still felt a bit squirmy, so i didn't want to chance it.
i have lost friendships with alot of people it seems like lately. i mean, i havent't lost them completely, but we're not near as close. the only person i talk to or hang out with these days is jackie. i don't know. i guess everybody hates me now?
i miss ashley. =(
i hope i get to go see brad paisely man. the tickets go on sale really soon. everybody pray for me. i've decided to make a sign that says, "brad, i love you. marry me!!" if i get to go. hehehe. i'm funny.
ok, i'm sad. bye.
i hung out with drew yesterday. i had alot of fun. i don't think he likes me very much though. we went to the ep wrestling thingy. he didn't talk much. i mean, that could be just because he was shy or something, but i don't know. i'm being really paranoid about the whole thing because i don't want another guy thing to screw up. i really like talking to him, and i had alot of fun with him, so i hope he feels the same way. i'm worried he thinks i'm to scary looking for him or something. i know that's totally retarded, but i don't know what type of girls he's into. he could be into really preppy chicks, and god knows that's not me. i'm going to ask him if he wants to come over tonight to hang out, so i guess we'll find out by his answer.
me and greg were talking at the meet, and he said said something that made me really sad. i was talking to him about how i didn't think drew was into me, and he said, "i guess you're just one of those chicks that's really cool to be friends with, but when it comes to going out it's just..no". i almost cried. i know he didn't meant anything by it. i just..i didn't like it. i hope it's not true...=/
i didn't go to school today. i got super sick last night. oh gosh. i thought i was dying. my tummy still felt a bit squirmy, so i didn't want to chance it.
i have lost friendships with alot of people it seems like lately. i mean, i havent't lost them completely, but we're not near as close. the only person i talk to or hang out with these days is jackie. i don't know. i guess everybody hates me now?
i miss ashley. =(
i hope i get to go see brad paisely man. the tickets go on sale really soon. everybody pray for me. i've decided to make a sign that says, "brad, i love you. marry me!!" if i get to go. hehehe. i'm funny.
ok, i'm sad. bye.