Jan 01, 2005 18:13
no, i'm not going out with shaun. shutup. yes, i do like him. gettt ovverrrr itttt.
last night ended up good. i talked to shaun until his phones went dead. it was like 12:30. talking to him cheered me up alot.
today was grreat. i slept until like 12:00 or something. got up, and called shaun like i was supposed to. i waited around while he drove ainlessly around peoria trying to find my house. he finally made it. we watched some of ferris bueler's day off, then left. we went to arby's, super pets, and petco. then he dropped me off at home. i kissed him. i don't know if he likes me back, but ya know what..it's not a huge deal. if he likes me, great. if he doesn't, then he doesn't. i'm not going to break down. i've got my hopes up before for nothing. i think i can survive if it happens again. i'll be dissapointed yea, but he's just a guy. i don't think i'll die if he doesn't like me back.
i miss ashley. she hasn't been online. i wish we could have hung out over break. we were supposed to, but for some reason we didn't. ;sigh;
i'm leaving now. bye.