May 29, 2005 16:48
wow that felt weird. today my ex's mother popped online. we rarely chance to get online at the same time.
Ellie is a sweet women, and I have always loved talking to her. it just felt weird to say those words "I still care about you all, even though I'm not a part of you lives anymore"
I asked Ellie how her and her children are doing, and she told me about them. I miss being friends with Daniel, and talking freely with his family. Daniel, married and a daddy. it makes me happy to know that he's a good dad. his mom's proud of him for that. and hopefully that will be what makes him grow up.
I hope that they call me, I love hearing from them, and it doesn't hurt anymore.
in other news, my hunny just turned 20, happy birthday Josh.
love you Josh!!!!!!!!