biting my nails
dustin didnt call me before he went to work, i feel like he's ignoring me, yesterday we only talked for an hour, we usually stay on the phone till they go dead, oh i knew it was a bad idea, and everybody warned me not to, dammit how could i have let this happen, now everything is going to fall apart and were going to wind up calling off everything and breaking up, oh god, no, this is bullshit, ive been growing my nails out for him but now i'm biting them, i think im having a panic attack.....i dont want this to end like the last one....i'm going to go kill myself now.......