Jun 02, 2005 18:02
I am so confused right now....!
I just saw my Bestest BoyFriend Douglas like 15 minutes ago....I have'nt seen his As$ in 4 years....He looks so hot....I should've taken him when I had the chance....He got so tall and his hair is now a dirty blond....I was shocked to see him because he whispered "SnUgGles" in my ear(inside thing....lol)and I turned around and sure enough it was him.I hugged him so hard that I really wanted to like bawl out and cry because I've really missed him and I am always thinking about him....Not many of my friends know about him though because I get sad when I use to talk about him.I remember when we graduated together and he told me that we were going to be in the same middle school....I waited all summer to see him again and he never showed because they had switched his school....We talked on the bench in front of the store for like a good 20 minutes about the memories that we had shared....I was sad when I had to start heading home with my brother and we hugged again and I said bye to him and we did our special shake(which I am surprised that he remembered)and then I almost cried when I said "Bye Dougie"....I sure hope to see him again....He was my 1st Crush and I believe like my 1st Bestest Friend....I love him(I think)....!