you'll still be in my mind years later

[vindicatedhrt]

for you.

you aren’t the girl I knew
almost like my whole life has been a dream
the harsh realities of life pounding me flat
spinning me around the world and it wont stop
you were in my corner once
when the bell rang and they stopped the fight
you were there
you said that you were there for me
to nurse me when I hurt
I'm going to the hospital this week
and for the first time I have to guess
who I’ll see at bedside
if I’ll see at bedside
this stench is too horrid to bear
I can't take much more
And your happiness is the biggest tease
That there is no more you and me
And no, I'm not singing our song
(that was our song by the way)
but those were just words
that describe people in a place
can you even see me here?
I don’t know why I bother anymore
im a chapter in your book of life
You saw me down the street and i waved
And that’s all you need from me these days