Man i hadn't so much fun in the longest time.... Yesterday I was with Mark, Rene, Jamal, and Cripple. At frist we were at lluvia's house cause we went to go see the last 5 minutes of their game. Then me and mark got hungry so we bought some nachos from the snack bar...mmmm those nachos were good. Then we were at lluvia's house and marc left so me and jamal were just there listening to music. Then rene and cripple came to pick us up and jamal got in fight with lluvia because she was going with claribel to another party instead of comming with us....DRAMA!!! i hate it!! but eh it happens....Then I went to go buy some "MARY" hehe you can't go wrong with it.. anywho then we got to taco bell and peter, chris, radio and mark were there...then a cop parked right nexzt to rene's car and i was breaking up the green and he almost saw me.... yea it was scary... then after that we went to the party.. it was funny cause i was stoned and i was all trying to roll up a litlle j and i couldn't so jamal took a pic of it.... haha funny stuff then we went to rene's car and jamal was all messing around with my mind just cause i was stoned!!! try and do it now!! lol then we started to trip out on rob zombie man... me and rene tripped out hard then me and rene went to the store to go buy some munchies and it was funny cause his debit card wasn't working so the cashier was alll waiting for us to pay him... so we had to go back and get some money. Then when we were finnally leaving me and jamal were walking and some girl said bye to us and she was all "WHO ARE YOU?" and i was all like "IDK" and i ask her who she was and she told me her name... idk but that was funny...well that was only my friday... today is the show and hopefully something good happens idk i have a good feeling today....
Garden Statement
by Hidden In Plain View
The traffic's backed for miles
on these quiet suburban roads
while the rubbernecking strangers
are dieing to see these victims wounds
cause he’s all alone
his notebooks and poems
well there’s something grave
where he wrote about this secret
that became his lyrics of no intent to show
[Chorus:]
well we give we get
but it's all for nothing
its all for nothing
we try we insist
that i gave everything
but its all for nothing
so the panic sets and cycles
his mind for restless sleep
and while the bloodsucking leeches
contaminate every line they read
just leave him alone in this dark room
this white sheet, his tightly wrapped cocoon
cause its no secret
I fucking need this
Like I don’t need anyone
[Chorus x2]
It's like I’m falling asleep with my eyes open
shutting down and off the lights
cause after all of this it’s all or nothing
still I wouldn’t try to
I’ll fall asleep with my eyes open
shutting down and off the lights
cause after all of this it’s all or nothing
still I wouldn’t try to fight
So let me drown so I can breathe again
I’m through choking and suffocating
on alter egos and alter motives
just weigh you down and take control of
the way you are and the things that you need
the life you live and the dreams that you dream
sudden blur all in slow motion
they broke down and now your broken
it’s sadder than the saddest movie
I ever saw but without the beauty
so I stopped watching I stopped caring
I lost all interest and I stopped wearing
these plastic smiles I’ve washed my hands clean
forget that you forgot about me
and I’m living like the big city feeling
it’s better than suburban dreaming
I'm believing all the claims that angels
talk shit on me
Like I don't know who
My real friends are anymore
Don’t wanna know you anymore
and it’s sadder than the saddest movie
I ever saw but without the beauty
so I stopped watching I stopped caring
spilling ink and spill your guts again
fall asleep with my eyes open
shutting down and off the lights
cause I feel all of this is all or nothing
still I wouldn’t try to fight
Ps. I could do the SEA WALK now nigga's!!!!!