why you should avoid me at any cost....
I am vile. I am poisonous. I am pain. No wonder Katie wanted nothing to do with me, she could tell I was born to cause the people closest to me extraordinary pain. No. Not extra-ordinary, just ordinary. I am average. I am the least common denominator. I am base. I am horrible. I am dishonest. I am an emotional black hole. I am pain. Nothing like driving to work while fighting back tears. I am dirt. I am garbage. I am sewage. I am cultural sewage. The runoff of decent human beings. He would have given me anything I needed, anything I asked for and I have done more damage to him then any two women could manage. I am deceit. I am wretchedness. I am backstabbing. I am ungrateful. I am arrogant. I am pompous. I am stupid. I am incapable of true friendship. I am destroyed. I am empty. I am broken. I am to blame. I am pain. I am evil. I am darkness. I deserve worse. I deserve the beating his mother prevented. I deserve to be looked down upon by the world. I will never get all that I deserve because he's better than that. It's a good thing Sam spends so much time with his mother. I am sorry.
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