canto III.VI: the shepard has wondered from the flock...
you cannot comprehend the feeling i get inside when i stare into a friends eyes. knowing that its only a matter of time before one of us is laying there. and yes, i will just walk away. Never looking back at the bond you thought we shared. it was never there. i am just a ghost in that life you hang upon the wall. four points invert to remind you of who i am. this heart is mine alone. touch it and feel every thorn tear through those veins fixating you to these desolate blue eyes. you always wanted us to be closer right? well, now as i lay you down to your final resting place, remember, those scars will not heal. they will always be there to remind you of all the pain and misery i have brought you and all with a smile. no one has ever cared for you, nor will they ever. you were mine from the start, unwillingly you offered yourself. and yes, i will just walk away...