and i ask myself
living one day at time, in my opinion, will start to take it's toll on a person's mind. but then again there's not much in the world nowadays that doesn't contribute to a decrease in mental health of the general public. but let's talk about my situation. lately, i don't have any plans for the foreseeable future, my life is all in the now and i just feel weird about it. my life is banal and predictable and, although i didn't intend it to be, incredibly structured but lacking of any large plans for advancement of any kind. i know where and how i end up, the big picture, but it feels like there is no momentum and small goals to work towards while i try to get to the future. it's senseless drivel really but it helps me identify and come to grips with whatever i'm feeling if i try to type it out. i guess what i really need is something big to happen to make me feel excited; i never was comfortable with living an uneventful life, i could even say that i thrived on drama at one point but that's another issue i may or may not touch upon anytime soon. i feel like mapping out my goals too so i'll just do that.
academic and financial goals:
1.finish all my GE credits by the next year.
2.transfer to a UC in a normal-short amount of time.
3.get a degree, either in business or accounting, still sketchy on that one, in any case, either get an MBA or become a CPA by my late twenties.
4.find a career after 3.
5.become financially stable by at least thirty.
6.become financially successful by late thirties at least.
others:
1.obtain instructorship in several martial arts in a few years.
2.get a stable job until i'm done studying.
3.go at least pro-am in fighting competitions eventually, stand up only, MMA hell no.
4.develop understanding of basic groundgame in the next year.
5.a nice apartment then after that a nice home.
6.marry and start a family by thirties.
academic and financial goals:
1.finish all my GE credits by the next year.
2.transfer to a UC in a normal-short amount of time.
3.get a degree, either in business or accounting, still sketchy on that one, in any case, either get an MBA or become a CPA by my late twenties.
4.find a career after 3.
5.become financially stable by at least thirty.
6.become financially successful by late thirties at least.
others:
1.obtain instructorship in several martial arts in a few years.
2.get a stable job until i'm done studying.
3.go at least pro-am in fighting competitions eventually, stand up only, MMA hell no.
4.develop understanding of basic groundgame in the next year.
5.a nice apartment then after that a nice home.
6.marry and start a family by thirties.