Aug 21, 2003 02:15
there's only so many times i can bitch and moan about this but damnit, i'm in debt again! i knew there was going to be more checks that my mom wrote being cashed soon and that i shouldn't have just made enough deposits so that my account isn't overdrawn. part of the problem is that i have a lot of automatic withdrawals coming in every month and i have trouble keeping track of those but those are still fine considering the reason i was overdrawn so many times was because my mom wrote checks on my account (it's a joint account)without telling me about them or putting the money in herself. it came out to be a bit of a lot but since it was multiple charges i was assessed overdraw fees mulitple times making the debt way high. i had to borrow money from my older godsister this time.went to workout and work out my frustration and i bumped into edward at 24. we got to talking about martial arts and i realize how bad it is when people are too proud and ovezealous over their respective fighting styles. i could name examples but everyone knows what i'm going to say so it'll remain unsaid; at least i think everyone knows, it's common knowledge i would think. that's how rivalries get started and shit gets way too personal; i have to admit i was feeling it too. gotta remember that i'm not training to get into fights. i'm going nowhere, i just thought this has to be said. actions speak louder than words, and frankly, i have nothing to say.every day this week has gone in this sequence: good, bad, good, bad and so on. when i think i've taken care of something, it comes back to bite me in the ass, luckily tomorrow's supposed to be a good day by that reasoning. my luck's in, out, up, down, left, and right; the only place it isn't is in my hands.